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Radian, Gallia, Vale, Remnant
Nine years after Salem's Defeat
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Yang Xiao-Long didn't feel like a human being. More like a tangle of scars and regrets holed up in a cozy cabin on Ruby and Jaune's farmland in Radian. The place was almost too perfect—clean, well-appointed, with wide windows that let in golden sunlight and a fridge perpetually stocked with beer from the local brewery. It was a haven, free of rent, free of demands, and yet… It felt like a cage. Yang slumped on the couch, a bottle in hand, nursing a hangover that throbbed like a second pulse, when a knock at the door jolted her.
"I'm not home!" she yelled, her voice rough with irritation.
The door creaked open, and Jaune Arc stepped in, his blue eyes bright despite the mechanical hand he adjusted absently. "Well, that's a neat trick."
Yang glared, her lilac eyes bloodshot and sharp. "What do you want, Vomit Boy?"
"It's a great morning," Jaune said, undeterred by her venom. "Why don't we spar some?"
Jaune's face had that stubborn look she knew too well—no room for argument.
She groaned, dragging herself to her feet, the weight of her hangover making every step a chore. "Sure, not like I had anything planned for today," she muttered, grabbing her gear with a begrudging scowl.
They stepped out to the lawn just beyond the farmhouse, where Zwei and his pups romped through the grass, their yips mingling with the laughter of Julian, Ruby and Jaune's three-year-old son. The boy, a mini-Jaune with Ruby's silver eyes and heart-shaped face, spotted Yang and barreled toward her.
"Aunt Yang!" he squealed, wrapping his arms around her leg in a fierce hug.
Yang's face pinched, fighting the urge to melt under his affection. Ah, my heart! He's too cute! she thought, schooling her features into something cooler.
"You sure it's safe for little P-money to be out here while we do this?" She asked Jaune, nodding toward the baby carrier where one-year-old Pyrrha slept soundly. Jaune smiled, ruffling Julian's hair. "Yeah. Zwei Junior never leaves her side. And my Aura sensing's good. Plus, I've got Julian to look after his little sister, don't I?"
"Yes, Daddy!" Julian chirped, puffing out his tiny chest.
Jaune hugged him tightly. "That's my boy."
There went another shot to her heart. She grimaced.
Julian scampered off to sit by Pyrrha, clutching a Scroll to record the spar. Jaune swung his sword into a well practiced stance, his movements smooth and practiced. Yang tried to mirror him, but her stance was a mess—wobbly, restrained, nothing like the fiery brawler she'd once been. Her thoughts drifted, dark and heavy.
Not like I was actually looking to fight anymore… close your heart to it, Yang. That life's gone, along with who I was.
Jaune struck first, a simple kata she could've parried in her sleep at her peak. She got the first two strikes, but fell for the feint and took the real strike head on. The blow sent her skidding across the dirt, landing hard on her back.
"Ow…" she groaned, rubbing her head.
"Yang!" Jaune called, reaching for her, concern flashing in his eyes.
"Aunt Yang!" Julian echoed, his little voice trembling.
Yang grunted and got back up, waving off Jaune's hands.
. "Since when did you get so fast?" Yang muttered, squinting at him.
"Ruby and I still spar when we get the chance," Jaune said, steadying with a warm smile. "And we do missions—Alliance needs us to take down Grimm cultists sometimes. Good exercise."
Yang rolled her eyes, not sharing his enthusiasm. She pushed his hands away.
"If you say so." She tried her stance again, just as sloppy, and lunged—only to trip over her own feet, face-planting into the dirt. "Shit!"
"AUNT YAAAANG!" Julian cried, running to her side.
"It's okay, she's fine!" Jaune assured him. Yang tried to brush his hands off, but he pushed through this and held her up. He helped Yang to the porch.
Julian's big, watery eyes locked on her, full of worry. "Are you okay, Aunt Yang? Are you?"
"Sure, kid," she said, forcing a smile, dirt still smudged on her face. Against her better judgment, she wrapped an arm around him, pulling him close, his warmth a small comfort against the ache in her chest. "Just got a bit of a headache, is all."
"I'll get breakfast," Jaune said, "Julian? Keep an eye on your aunt and sister, okay?"
"Okay Daddy!" Julian promised, as Jaune headed back into the farmhouse. Yang glanced over at Pyrrha-She was still sleeping peacefully, Zwei himself resting his head on her belly to keep her calm. It was so precious…
Julian hugged her tightly, and she felt his little heartbeat against her chest. She pinched her face again, and held his head against her chest to keep him from seeing it.
Jaune returned with plates of scrambled eggs, pancakes, ham, and fruit, handing one to Yang. "Here, we can train afterward," he said, shooing Zwei away just enough to pull Pyrrha up and into his lap as she woke, whining softly. He fed her bits of fruit and pancake, her one-toothed smile lighting up as she babbled, "Dada!"
"It's gonna get hectic with the twins," Jaune said, chuckling. "But Julian and Pyrrha are on solid foods, so it's smoother."
Yang snorted.
"Yeah, I was there last month," she mumbled, digging into her food slowly. She still felt sick but the protein helped. She was interrupted moments later by an adorable attack:
Pyrrha toddled over to Yang, collapsing onto her thigh with a gummy grin she shared with her aunt. Julian joined her, hugging his sister, their giggles filling the air as they playfully wrestled.
Yang's heart clenched, and before she could stop herself, she scooped Pyrrha up, nuzzling her close. "AWW, WHY ARE YOUR KIDS SO CUTE? NOT EVEN RUBY WAS THIS CUTE AT THEIR AGE!" Tears pricked her eyes, her voice breaking. "Why couldn't I have kids like this…"
Jaune's face softened, concern deepening. "Y-Yang?"
Pyrrha began to cry, and Julian kissed Yang's cheek, his little arms tight around her. Jaune stood, guiding Yang up to her feet. Pyrrha held on as Julian slid down to hold onto Yang's leg, and Jaune guided the whole group inside the farmhouse as Yang wept.
"Hey, champ, let's get Pyrrha and your auntie settled, okay?"
"Okay!" Julian chirped, toddling after them.
Yang collapsed onto the nearest couch in front of the TV, still sobbing.
Jaune set the kids in a fenced-off play area with Zwei Junior watching over, then returned to sit beside Yang on the couch. He wrapped an arm around her shoulders, and she hesitated before leaning in.
"Yang… I haven't asked you anything since you showed up a few month ago. I respected your privacy. Ruby said you needed time… but if you want to talk, I'll listen."
"I-I'm fine," she tried desperately, even as she stared into the distance.
Jaune pressed gently, "At the moment, a first-year student—hell, me as a first-year—could beat you."
A heavy silence ensued, only broken by Pyrrha's babbling. Yang sucked in a deep breath.
"Do you think something's wrong with me?" she asked, her voice barely above a whisper, not meeting his eyes.
"I do," Jaune said softly. "I think you're hurting… and I want to help. Ruby's worried too."
Yang's lips trembled, tears spilling over. "Why does everyone always leave me? Why is it that when I try to make them stay, it just pushes them farther away?" Her voice shook, raw and jagged. "I tried, I really did, but no matter what, I couldn't get her to stay…" She laughed, bitter and hollow. "Story of my life, am I right?"
Jaune hugged her tightly, his warmth steady against her trembling. "Yang… I'm sorry, please don't get angry… but Ruby and I think Blake did you wrong. She was a total… bad word I'm not saying in front of the kids."
Yang's breath hitched, but she didn't pull away.
"Raven didn't deserve you. Neither did Blake. You're better off without them. And you know who didn't leave? Me and Ruby. I know I'm biased, but I think we're better company."
Yang's tears fell faster, her voice small. "D-do you really mean that?"
"If Salem and the Ever After couldn't separate us, what could?" Jaune said, his smile warm. "Look at Julian and Pyrrha. They love you. Do you really care what Raven or Blake thinks? To them, you're as important as me, Ruby, or anyone in our family."
"Daddy! Daddy!" Julian called, waving a scribbled card. "Pyrrha and I made a card for Auntie Yang!"
Jaune grinned.
"Really? That's great, buddy!"
Jaune got up, walked to the play area, scooped up the kids and helped them toddle over.
"Cause you give cards to make people feel better!" Julian said, handing Yang a mess of scribbles—a rough sketch of blonde and black-red figures, a house, a rocket-horse, and cookies. He eagerly pointed out everything to Yang.
"See? That's Mama, Daddy, me, Pyrrha, Granny, Papa, you, and the house, and—and a horse. With a rocket. And cookies. Are you feeling better?" Julian asked, his eyes wide and earnest.
Pyrrha hugged Yang's leg, drooling slightly, babbling as she looked up at her Aunt, "Yam."
Yang's heart cracked open. She pulled Pyrrha close, nuzzling her, overwhelmed by their love.
"I… Y-Yeah," she murmured with a smile. She sighed softly.
"I just wish I had my own baby, my own family," she whispered, her voice thick with longing. "Something I can say is mine, that won't disappear on me."
She looked up at Jaune, his warm smile, his kind eyes, his broad chest and muscles… She flushed.
Oh no… No, don't you even think about-!
The door burst open, and Ruby's voice rang out. "I'M HOME!"
"MAMA!" Julian and Pyrrha squealed, toddling toward her. Ruby set down the baby carriers with the twins, Nick and Isabelle, bundled in bunny onesies, and hugged her older kids tightly before kissing Jaune.
"The twins are all right. Got all their shots!" she said, beaming. She took in the scene with a steady eye, and glanced at Jaune. He nodded, as Ruby turned to her older sister.
"Yang, I want you to get to know them better! You haven't even cuddled them yet! Come on!"
Yang, flustered, took the twins as Ruby handed them over, their soft cries tugging at her instincts. "Shh, it's okay, your Auntie Yang's here," she murmured, soothing them until they calmed. She smiled, but it was tinged with longing.
"I'll handle Julian and Pyr," Jaune volunteered. Ruby beamed and kissed him. Again Yang winced.
"Mm… Thanks sweetie," Ruby said. "Come on Yang!"
Ruby led her to the nursery, where she began feeding the twins. Yang flushed a bit, even as Ruby continued to chat breezily.
"Isabel taught me this great Aura technique to make breastfeeding way easier! Way better than with Jules and Pyr!"
"I… That's great," Yang said with a slow nod. Ruby finished, did up her top, and deposited the twins into their crib. She looked back over her shoulder at Yang.
"Hey, Yang, are you doing okay?" she asked, her silver eyes soft with concern. "You haven't cuddled the twins enough yet."
Yang glanced at her chest, then glanced at Ruby's. "They weren't kidding about having kids making 'em bigger," she said, deflecting. "Yours are almost as big as mine now."
Ruby laughed, winking. "Jaune's not complaining. Neither am I~." She grinned and gestured back at her babies. "Come on, touch them. Feel how soft they are!"
Yang blushed, turning away. "Heh, yeah, no, I love ya, sis, but not like that."
Ruby blinked. "…I meant my babies, you weirdo."
"Wha—but I—" Yang stammered, mortified, and gently caressed the twins' heads, her embarrassment fading as she watched them sleep.
Ruby's voice softened. "Yang… Julian streamed me your spar with Jaune this morning."
Yang froze, her walls crumbling as tears spilled over. Ruby immediately moved to hug Yang, but she pushed her away.
"Yang, I-What is it?" She asked. "What's wrong? Please, just tell me! Let me help-!"
"Nobody can fucking help!" Yang sobbed. "After Beacon, I came apart," she said, her voice raw. "I didn't know who I was anymore. Dad tried to help, but something inside me was still broken." She paced almost frantically in the bright, colorful nursery, her words pouring out like a reopened wound. "I pushed it down—there were bigger things going on. Then Haven happened, Raven, then Blake… it was too much."
She leaned against the wall, running her hands through her hair. "I learned that day Raven left because she was a coward, running from a situation she couldn't handle. I wanted it to be more than that…" Her voice broke. "When Blake came back, I got scared. I didn't want another meaningless answer for why someone left me. So I avoided her, forced myself to forgive her—not because I did, but because I was terrified of facing why she left. I knew it'd be the same as Raven's—she ran because she was a coward, too, who didn't know how to deal with me! Didn't know how to deal with fucking anything! And-And I'm just the fucking same!"
The twins began to cry.
Ruby moved towards her babies, soothing them. Yang, lost in her pain, didn't notice. "And Blake? She acted like nothing happened, believing the lie I told her—that I forgave her. She thought I was falling in love with her, but I never loved her!" Her voice cracked, despair taking over.
"I just deluded myself into thinking I did to keep her from leaving again. I abandoned you, Ruby, everyone, just to save myself from that pain. I became the very thing I hated… a coward like Raven."
She sank to the floor, wrapping her arms around her knees. "I hurt you, my-my own baby sister. I raised you, took care of you when Dad was drowning in his sorrows. I taught you everything to keep you safe. If that doesn't make me your mom in some way, I don't know what does." Her shoulders sagged. "But part of me doesn't want that, because it means I'm closer to Raven than I ever wanted to be. I left you to handle being a leader alone when I should've been there."
The room fell silent as Ruby settled the twins. Yang's lifeless eyes met hers, hollow and devoid of the fire that once defined her. "You wanna know what makes it worse? I hated you. All of you—Jaune, Weiss, Ren, Nora, Dad. I saw how happy you were, living lives I couldn't, not while I was trapped in that fantasy. But you and Jaune… you were everything I wanted. The Rusted Knight and his Red Reaper, chasing each other for decades despite everything. I wanted someone to love me like that, to stay no matter what. After all we've been through, I thought I deserved that. But everywhere I looked, others had it, and I… I was never enough."
Ruby's eyes brimmed with tears. "Yang…"
Yang's voice turned bitter. "I know why. A coward like me, no better than Raven, doesn't deserve that life. Someone who makes her mistakes isn't enough."
Ruby took a deep breath, stepping closer. "You're wrong, Yang. You do deserve better. You made mistakes, but you fought with us, risked your life for the world. You're punishing yourself, and that means the real you—my sister, my… my mother—is still in there. You're family. I'm sorry I didn't help you. I was overwhelmed, but that's no excuse. And… I hated you for a while too."
She hugged Yang tightly, her voice trembling.
"But I love you more than I hated you. You were always there for me when we were kids. You stumbled, screwed up, but you're not hiding or running anymore. Not now."
Yang's body shook, slowly returning the hug. "You should hate me… I deserve it."
"Did you kill Pyrrha? Murder Ozpin? Cause a war or serve Salem?" Ruby asked, her voice firm. "You fought to save the world. I could never hate you. And after what Blake did? I'm angrier at her than you. I don't hate her, but I don't like her right now." She stroked Yang's hair. "You took care of me for so long. I get how hard that was, how much you wanted to be free. I'm a mom now—I feel that little voice sometimes, wondering 'what if I didn't have kids?' But I love them. You weren't old enough to handle that burden, and I couldn't help you then… but I can now. You've been the strong one for so long. You don't have to be anymore. Jaune's strong enough for us both."
Yang laughed bitterly, pulling back. "Heh, Jaune's not mine."
Ruby's eyes sparkled with mischief. "No… but he could be. And more importantly… you could be his."
Yang and Jaune, who'd been listening silently from outside the nursery, blurted in unison, "WHAT?!"
Ruby grinned, undeterred. "Part of what I've learned is not repeating past generations' mistakes. Oz was an idiot until he listened to us. Dad screwed up with Raven and Mom. Yang, you're tired of being strong. Jaune saw how tired I was and stepped up. That's why I love him—among other reasons." She blushed, giggling. "I love him, and he loves me back. We're happy together. And… And so could you!"
Yang's face burned, her voice rising. "Ruby, are you asking me to get with your husband?!"
"Yes," Ruby said simply. "What, don't you like him?"
"You kidding? You could grate cheese off those abs…" Yang caught Ruby's smug grin and backtracked. "But that doesn't matter! You're asking me to be with someone who's married—to you!"
"Yes," Ruby said, unfazed. "You could be married to him too. No law against it. And you like him for more than his abs, right?"
"Y-Yes, but…!"
Yang's blush deepened, her mind reeling.
"You've carried so much guilt," Ruby continued. "Wanna make up for it? My way's simple: be Jaune's second wife and be happy with us forever."
Yang's protests faltered, a small, reckless part of her speaking before she could stop it. "W-would Jaune even want someone like me?" She slapped a hand over her mouth, mortified.
Ruby's grin widened. "How about you and Jaune talk in the bedroom? I need to check on Jules and Pyr!" She opened the door, beaming at Jaune. Not even surprised he was there. "You two talk it out, sweetie."
Jaune blinked, dazed. "I… o-okay?"
"J-Jaune?!" Yang squeaked, her face scarlet.
"Great!" Ruby hugged them both, then zipped off in a burst of petals. "Don't do anything I wouldn't do~!"
Jaune checked on the twins, still in a fog, then turned to Yang. "Um… hey… let's… go talk, huh?"
"Y-Yeah," Yang agreed with an awkward smile, "Talk. Talking sounds good. Let's just talk."
"Totally! Sounds great," Jaune agreed.
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One month later…
In one of many examination rooms in the Arc-En-Ciel hospital, Isabel ran her Aura glowing hands over Yang's stomach. Yang laid on the exam table, looking anxious even as Ruby and Jaune stood alongside her. Julian was standing next to Jaune, gripping his hand, while Ruby carried Pyrrha. The twins were being babysat.
Isabel smiled at Yang.
"Congratulations!" She said, "You're pregnant!"
Yang beamed, tears coming to her eyes. Ruby laughed and hugged her, and soon after so did Jaune. Yang held onto them both tightly, her eyes glowing.
"Really? You've gotta be… Kid-in-me!" She laughed.
"Ah, there it is," Isabel sighed. She raised an eyebrow at Yang. "So.. Who may I ask is the father?"
Yang flushed. She glanced over at Jaune, who cleared his throat. Ruby beamed brightly. Isabel sighed and rolled her eyes.
"Of course… Well… I see you're both Summer's daughters."
"Thank you!" Ruby said brightly, as Jaune and Yang blushed bright red. Isabel smiled, and hugged Yang tightly.
"Welcome to the family," she murmured, "We're never letting you go."
Yang sobbed, and hugged her back.
For the first time, she could believe it.
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Written with RedDragonEmpress.