Dreamers of the Day - Book One - Part One - The Swordsman II
Verdelle was a medicine woman, a healer of her people. Her small home was also her place of work. Herbs were hung up to dry. More healthful porridge simmered over the hearth. The great table that filled much of the main room was darkly stained and covered in the tools of a medicine woman, mortar and pestle, and vials full of medicinal compounds.
People came and went all throughout the day, villagers picking up prescriptions, or complaining of pain, or asking Verdelle to check the breathing of their child. Verdelle saw to them all, her brown eyes never wavering, her voice never impatient, even with an elderly man insisting she check the rash on his . . .
Kirito observed quietly, he watched the patients, and he watched Verdelle, and he tried to discern what it might mean. He looked down at his hand, the roughness of abrasion where his palm had skidded against coarse sand, and the fine hairs covering his
arm. He touched the cut on his cheek, remembering the rawness in the mirror as Verdelle changed the bandage.
"Healing so quickly." She had murmured, as if she really was surprised.
Kirigaya Kazuto believed the words of Akihiko Kayaba. This was, indeed, their reality. What he didn't know, for certain, was what that truly meant.
Kirito closed his eyes, and theories slowly unfolded in Kazuto's mind, starting with what he could discern for himself.
He had his senses, for one, sight, sound, touch, taste, smell, and proprioception. He had the awareness of his body, the uneasy sensation of his innards shifting, his full stomach, his breathing, his heartbeat, of muscles twitching beneath the skin.
Probing his hands revealed the shape of knuckles and finger bones, the working of tendons when he moved his fingers, he counted his pulse from his wrist and from his throat.
He tried holding his breath until his lungs started to burn and he grew dizzy, his pulse racing, the dizziness faded and his pulse slowed as he breathed again.
He had his sense of the passage of time. He'd been unconscious, but for now he took Argo's word for it that it had been three days.
Three days; that was the only information that could be judged from beyond this world.
Full Dive Rigs, like the Nerve Gear and the Memeosphere, intercepted voluntary signals from the brain to the body for simple reasons of safety. It wouldn't do for a user to be blindly flailing about while they were interacting with the virtual world.
So it was possible, theoretically at least, that if someone could disable the log out functionality, they could effectively imprison someone within Full Dive. But that condition would only persist until somebody else came along and took the headset off.
Kirito grimaced, his mom was astoundingly tolerant of his hobby, but she definitely wouldn't let him miss school, even for Sword Art Online.
There was a remote possibility someone could do something like this with the old Nerve Gear headsets. If they were real evil, the power governors and the microwave probes were firmware based in the early models. Someone with administrative level
access, like an R-A employee who really knew what they were doing, could possibly have rigged them into a crude microwave shotgun strapped to each player's head.
Inform the government of that and nobody would dare take them off. The internal battery and capacitor system, meant to regulate the Nerve Gear in the event of a power surge, could also act as a fail safe if someone tried to simultaneously cut the power.
And the players would also be hostages, ensuring the R-A servers remained inviolate.
There was just one problem, no one in SAO was using a Nerve Gear. The Memeosphere had been a mandatory upgrade. Even the late Generation Nerve Gear had done away with the problem by hardwiring the safety governors, by then R-A knew
exactly what settings worked best, there was no need for more fine tuning. And the AmuSphere was further fine tuned at the expense of some external sensory leakage.
With the Memeosphere the risk should have been non-existent, it didn't so much stimulate the brain with outside radiation as directly manipulate the state of electrons within the synapses, coaxing them to fire on demand.
You needed a doctorate in quantum mechanics to understand how it worked, but the brain received more incidental energy from a smartphone while making a call, than it did from a Memeosphere in operation. And there wasn't really a way to make the
Set Field more powerful, it wasn't bounded by electrical energy, it was bounded by processing power.
So no bomb collar, probably, Kazuto concluded. Unless Akihiko Kayaba had snuck an actual bomb into each Memeosphere without the regulators noticing. That seemed unlikely.
And even if that was the case, late Revision Nerve Gears, the AmuSphere, and the Memeosphere were all hardwired to log a player out in the event of any distress. Kirito touched his aching side, he was pretty sure inducing agony would have triggered
the fail safes for even the most steely nerved players.
So what else could the passage of time mean?
A full dive rig could, in theory, manipulate the hypothalamus, the portion of the brain that regulated the body's internal rhythms. It would be possible to speed up, or slow down, the player's perception of time to some degree, along with manipulating other
markers of time, like the day night cycle, and the system clock within the menu.
But there were limits to that sort of manipulation. When in an aroused state, the brain could perceive time seeming to slow down, reflexes could heighten, to an extent, a person could even think quicker, but that wasn't something that extended to infinite,
nor could go on for very long before fatigue set in.
Most importantly, though, this didn't feel like a dream-like state, where the manipulation of time could go unnoticed. Maybe that was a weak assertion, Kazuto admitted to himself, but it was all he had to go on. That, and the fact that there were no log outs
and had been no new log-ins as of Argo's latest report . . .
At some point, Verdelle had come back to him with his clothes. His trousers mended, and a dark tunic, a bit aged but serviceable, to replace his ruined shirt. Kazuto had dressed himself and taken the opportunity to quietly look around Verdelle's home
while she conferred with a worried mother of her son's labored breathing. There wasn't a lot more to the cottage, it was a simple peasant's domicile, a great room, a pair of bedrooms, and a trap door down to a root cellar.
Thin coughing alerted him to a patient in the second room, he poked his head inside, and paused. A little girl was seated upright in a bed much more nicely made up than his own. She was brunette, the same shade as Verdelle, her eyes were a shade of
hazel, there was a look of intense concentration on her cherubic face as she manipulated a doll and a small stuffed bear, murmuring something to herself that sounded like two sides of a conversation.
It was a sort of cute behavior that was interrupted by random small coughs before at last seeming to notice the young man in the doorway.
"Oh, hi mister!" She smiled cheerfully. "What's your name?"
Kirito smiled kindly, "Its . . . Kirito."
"That's a really funny name. Mine's Gervaise!" The daughter character, Kazuto presumed, had she been here all along, or simply been conjured into being?
"Well . . . Where I'm from, Gervaise isn't a very common name."
She nodded as sagely as any eight year old could. "That makes sense, Mama says you're not from the castle."
Kirito blinked, "And how does your mom know that?" He was expecting a canned answer, and was actually a bit surprised when her face scrunched up.
"I'unno. She just says you're not from the castle. What's that like?"
"Huh?"
"Where you're from." Gervaise said impatiently. "If you're from outside the castle, that means there's no ceiling, right?"
"Uh . . . R-right." Kazuto didn't know what else to say. What was the purpose of this conversation? "Uhm . . . You see, the ceiling above us here is . . . the the bottom of the second floor . . . uhm . . ."
"Taurus." Gervaise nodded seriously. "Some of the old people tell stories about it."
"Yeah . . . How did . . ." Kirito shook his head. "Well, there's no ceiling, because there's no floor above us where I come from, just the open sky. The world spreads out much further than the floors of Aincrad, all the way to the sea . . ."
"Sea? Mama told me about those, from a book, it's like a big lake!"
"A lot bigger than a lake." Kirito's eyes began to burn, he rubbed at them tiredly. "You can't see the other side, no matter how hard you try."
"So it's like . . . the cloud sea?"
Kirito frowned thoughtfully. "I guess, but seas are made of liquid water. Salty water."
Gervaise suddenly looked glum. "I've only seen the cloud sea once, Mama says it's dangerous up on the lip."
"Is that right?" Kirito scratched at his nose. "Well, for someone like you, that's probably true."
Gervaise nodded and held up her teddy bear. "I'd really like to go there at night, cuz . . . I heard you can see real stars in the sky. In the real sky. Not like the ceiling stars. I'd like to see tha . . . see tha . . . -cough-cough-cough-."
"Do you want me to go get your mom?" Kirito offered.
"I'm right here." A voice issued softly at Kirito's back, causing the young swordsman to spin around. He winced a bit, his torso still feeling tight, but pain felt like a lot less than it ought to be judging by what the healer had told him about his wounds.
Verdelle slipped right past him and checked over her daughter with practiced eyes and gentle hands. She pressed the girl back into bed and began, she checked Gervaise' temperature, and listened closely to her breathing.
She stood, went back to her medicine chest, and returned with salves and a hot mug of something smelling bitter. She made Gervaise drink, and when she finished, the coughing had eased, though the girl's face looked queasy instead.
It was a very touching thing, too touching, exactly the sort of sappy moment designed to tug on heartstrings, and yet . . . It might have just been a trick of the light, but Kazuto thought Verdelle's features had twitched ever so slightly, an expression too
subtle for the emotion engine.
"Now you rest." Verdelle spoke sternly. "Miss Collette will stay here with you while I do my rounds. Kirito?"
"'Huh, yeah?" The swordsman was startled as a heavy leather satchel was pushed into his arms.
"If you're well enough to snoop about, you're well enough to carry this." Verdelle informed him.
"Carry it where exactly?"
"You'll be coming with me on my rounds." The medicine woman supplied, "Tending to you meant neglecting others. Now there is twice the work to do." Kirito opened his mouth, Verdelle's eyes narrowed, Kirito closed his mouth and nodded.
And just like that, Kirigaya Kazuto, the Swordsman Kirito, found himself an errand boy to the medicine woman Verdell of the village Rere.
The village Rere. Kazuto had never heard that name before, which didn't mean much. Orignia was dotted with tiny villages whose names a player would only learn if they stopped to read a signpost or ask an NPC. They were inconsequential places whose
purpose was to be inconsequential. Usually they lacked any shops or inn services, though a bed could usually be negotiated easily for a player who needed to log out.
Someplace to drop a quest flag, or use as a backdrop to a story woven by the Quest Generator, and otherwise to be simply pieces of the scenery. Observed, admired, and forgotten. Once you'd seen one, you'd seen them all.
Nothing about Rere village was dissuading Kazuto of that observation. A collection of small thatch roofed cottages clustered around a fork in the road. There was a stone Origin Church, the bell ringing at noon from its steeple. A manor house overlooked
the village from a small rise, though it seemed in poor repair. And a stone bridge crossed the river in the direction of the Town of Beginnings.
He couldn't be more than a couple of kilometers from the ToB, but despite his eyesight being good, even better than in his real body, the walls of the floor's largest settlement were lost in the haze. In fact, the same could be said of the floor Labyrinth,
colored a pale blue like the ceiling-sky that it reached up to meet, it was the normal means by which players would orient themselves without referring to their map, knowing that it was located in the floor's North Western quadrant, almost directly opposite
the Town of Beginnings. Kirito could discern the labyrinth, but only as a hazy outline. A pillar of dark blue against lighter blue.
If the situation in the ToB was as bad as Argo had claimed, he'd have expected to have seen more players by now. Sure, the field was dangerous, but so were the settlements without the Safe Haven protocols. It was almost as if . . .
Kirito glanced up as a trio of village girls passed by, they all spared him a glance, then set in giggling among themselves. "I'm afraid you're a bit of a topic of conversation." Verdelle said. "I think your the first Outlander to visit this village in . . . ever . . . in
point of fact."
"Uh yeah . . ." Kirito paused. "Your daughter said you told her I'm not from the Castle. How exactly did you know that?"
Verdelle paused, he thought she was considering a reply, probably something stock, like his weapon or his clothes, then she looked at him oddly. "You'll see while helping me, come along."
Although Verdelle was not forthcoming with how she knew he was an 'Outlander' she was much more willing to discuss her home. Both the village of Rere and floor on which it resided.
"Orignia was a prosperous Kingdom once." She had spoken as they traveled, people waved and greeted her as they passed fields. Ageless men, their hair bleached, and the skin of their bare torso's baked nut brown by the concentrated light of an
artificial sun, worked tirelessly tending their crops.
"This floor is the interstice of the Foundation, the shard of crust Aincrad was built upon. Enough mineral wealth to sustain the Castle for a hundred lifetimes. That wealth was mined by the dwarves, refined in the Town of Beginning, and then shipped
upwards to the higher floors."
"But not anymore." Kirito concluded, "The path to the next floor is closed off by the Labyrinth, isn't it?"
Verdelle simply nodded, "For many years, Orignia has suffered in slow decline. The pillars failed gradually at first. They became unreliable, then dangerous, and only then did they become impassable. The trade that sustained our kingdom dwindled. The
Si Circles functioned for a time after that, but even their power faded around the time we first learned the name Ilfang." The name was spoken like a soft curse.
"Ilfang the Kobold Lord . . ." Kirito murmured to himself, Verdelle's fists clenched. The Floor Boss of Orignia, whose raid bounded the Beta Test.
"His minions completed the ruin of our home." There was that subtle tinge again, too small and nuanced for the emotion emulator. "They turned the Pillar into their stronghold, and overran the surface mines. The dwarves were driven into the hills of the
Northern Lip, deeper underground, or killed outright, and now the Kobolds take what they wish, and we are left to linger here."
Kazuto paused to digest this. He guessed that it coincided with the lore of Aincrad he'd gathered during the Beta Test. But it wasn't exact, Verdelle's description was more detailed, now, it was more . . . raw. That could just be the system working as
intended, filling things in . . .
They'd made house calls into the afternoon, ranging all over the village and its fields. Kazuto was usually left outside while Verdelle worked, though more than once, he heard the small thin -cough-cough- that had afflicted Gervaise and the medicine
woman had emerged in an ill mood.
While waiting outside one cottage, close to the river, he'd gone to study the water, trying a few experiments. There were still a few phenomenon that were computationally strenuous, even for a system capable of rendering full dive. Things like fluidic
models, and the folding of fabrics, were deceptively complex, and could bring a simulational environment grinding to a halt. SAO had implemented clever workarounds to ensure this would never happen, simplifying models and assumptions that would be
triggered when conditions were met. 'Good enoughs' that still revealed the deception that was at play, if you knew what to look for. But Kazuto wasn't seeing them.
He opened his menu and composed a short report to Argo, he exchanged a few messages with her since morning, and if anything, she was more doubtful than him regarding the nature of their new reality.
Argo -
I know some people, I won't tell you who, who maybe, I repeat, maybe, have seen SAO's source code. And they don't know what we're looking at either . . .
Kirito -
Are your saying this is really real, Cat?
Argo
- I'm assuming it's real enough to kill us. Is that real enough?
Kirito -
Point taken . . .
Then, while he was waiting for Verdelle, he'd found something else in the menu, something left long unused. But he couldn't afford to leave any resources untapped.
"How may I assist you, Kirito?" A delicate crystal orb, the size of a softball, housing a brilliant spark, apparated into existence within his menu.
"It's been a while, Al." Kirito smiled, not that the AI could see, not exactly. "How are you holding up?"
"I am functioning normally." That was hard to believe. "How may I assist you, Kirito?"
Sitting cross legged on the riverbank, and leaning back beneath the shade of solitary tree, Kirito sighed. "Can you tell me where I am, Al?"
"Of course, you are currently in the village of Rere, outskirts, First Floor, Orignia."
"And where exactly is Rere, relative to the Town of Beginnings?"
"That information is not available." That was different.
"Why isn't it available?"
"Mapping system API is corrupted, reconstruction in progress."
"Yeah, you do that." Kirito sighed, he touched the scabbard he'd moved to his belt while carrying Verdelle's supplies. His clothes were not the only thing that had been returned. Not that the iron short sword was much of a prize, he grimaced. In fact,
examining the blade, its edge was already showing chips and cracks.
Sword Arts were just too much for the shoddy iron that was the best the smiths of ToB could produce. Verdelle's story neatly explained why. They no longer had access to the materials, they had to make due with crude iron weapons, and cherish anything
better as an artifact of a bygone age.
"You might as well be a bokken." Kirito muttered, "At least then I'd have some reach." What he'd needed was a tempered steel weapon, one that could hold up to the burden of channeling his Art's. His current sword didn't seem to like that much, and Kirito
cursed as he nicked his thumb. "Alright alright." He returned the sword to his scabbard.
"Kirito!" Verdelle called from the cottage door. "There's a bucket over there, please bring some water, and then I need some firewood."
"Right right!" Delivering water, chopping wood, if this was Kayaba Akihiko's idea of a game, no wonder he'd had to trap them all inside. It was the only way they'd play. Luckily, he'd played around with hatchett's during the beta test, and knew enough of the
theory of splitting logs that wasn't entirely helpless.
He'd delivered both to the front door just in time to see Verdelle changing the bandages of her patient. Kazuto didn't know what had caused the injury, but it had left several broad gashes across his back, wounds that Kirito could see all too well as they
glowed an angry red and slowly leaked particles.
Just like the wolves, but unlike himself. He rubbed his throbbing thumb, feeling the tackiness of congealing blood.
"It's healing nicely." Verdelle observing, before changing the bandages. She left instructions with the farmer and his wife, and then they were off again.
"So that's how you knew I'm an Outlander, huh?" Kirito had asked. It seemed the obvious answer, and Verdelle's nod came as no surprise.
"You are not like anyone born of Aincrad Castle. The way you bleed is more like an animal." Verdelle concluded, an observation that Kirito declined to comment on. "Therefore, you must be from beyond."
"Verdelle," Kirito paused as he thought, "Where do you think 'beyond' is?" He was expecting a pause as she thought, instead, she simply shrugged.
"I don't know." Then she frowned as he made an odd expression ."What is it?"
"If I'm not like you, how did you know how to treat me?" That was definitely a complex question, it was sure to trip her up . . .
Instead, Verdell gave him a quizzical look. "I have treated animals before, Kirito. What works for us, it is safe to assume, works for them. So too with you. Our compositions may be different, but your body responded to my medicines, and your wounds to
my poultices." She looked at him oddly. "When you were bleeding, I assume it would have been bad if it had all leaked out?"
"Uh . . . Yeah. That would have been bad." Very bad.
"Well then, I hope that answers your question, Kirito, now come along."
"R-Right." Every answer was just making this weirder . . .
Kazuto took back what he'd thought about time dilation. His day with Verdelle stretched on for what felt like forever. The healer hadn't liked to leave him standing around, so when she didn't need his hands, he'd been set to work on whatever task her
patients couldn't perform.
Chopping wood, carrying water . . . shoveling manure. He could have just up and left. He had his clothes, and his sword, he wasn't any worse off than he had been after setting out from the ToB, a few extra puncture wounds aside. But there was
something about Verdelle's maternal insistence.
Kazuto, I don't want you holed up until you've done your chores!
There had to be a reason that he'd woken up in Verdel's home. An NPC intervening to save a player? This had to be some type of quest. Didn't it? He was half expecting Verdelle to be some secret martial arts master by the end of it.
Kirito -
Argo, how much to hear what you know about the NPCs?
It had taken a while for her to get back to him. When she did, her answer wasn't comforting.
Argo -
No charge. Ain't nobody got the col for that. I'm trading in IOU's right now. You noticed it too huh? Yeah, it's weird . . .
Kirito -
Are they all Turings?
Argo -
Not sure SAO's engine can support that many on a single floor instance simultaneously. I've seen it with townies too. Behavior's not exactly right either.
Kirito -
Yeah, I noticed.
Argo -
Word of warning, you can annoy them enough that they'll shoo you off, so try to use that charming personality.
Kirito -
Understood.
So he'd gone back to his wood chopping, and his water carrying, and his manure shoveling, in between aiding Verdelle with whatever else she needed him for. He couldn't honestly say it was a full day of hard work, but Kazuto's tolerance for discomfort
bordered on nonexistent. He was the kind of kid who had creatively minimized his participation in gym.
By the time he'd staggered back to the porch of Verdelle's small cottage, late enough in the day for the rays of the true sun to peak in over the edge of the floor, he was convinced he'd never felt more bodily fatigued, not at least since the last time he'd
endured a Kendo lesson . . .
"Are all people where you are from such complainers?" Verdelle had asked sedately.
"I didn't say anything." Kirito had defended himself unhappily.
"You still made your feelings felt. In your grumbling and your glances, those little resentful looks. It's unseemly in a man. You're not used to an honest day's work. Are you some sort of scholar, an academic?"
"A student." Kirito answered honestly. Half way through his first year of highschool, in fact.
This caused Verdelle to pause, she looked off into the distance, Kirito kept expecting it to be the NLP, the natural language processor, parsing and deciding on a reply. "Odd, I'd have expected a softer physique from an intellectual."
Right, he remembered, she'd seen everything. Kirito had turned red, pondering the disappearance of the Ethics Code, and then diverted by sitting down on the porch, kicking his boots off and rubbing his sore feet. Crappy sword and crappy shoes. "Well, if
that's all, Verdelle, I don't know how much longer you plan on keeping me."
When would they get to the point?
"No pain?" She asked, sitting down to examine him. He shook his head. Aside from the aches and twinges of the insult known as manual labor. "Then I do not see why you cannot be off when you wish. But it is late in the day for you to start. You'll stay
tonight, and leave in the morning."
That was fair, Kazuto agreed with the sense of it. Orignia grew more dangerous at night. The darkness alone would be a hazard, and monsters in the game had ranged further once the sun set. He couldn't imagine it was any different now.
And so, Kirito had found himself set to work again, this time helping with dinner. He was expecting more of the same porridge, and there was that too, but also, as the sun faded, he'd been sent out with the pot to supply bowls to the other cottages, and in
return, they had brought pans of fried mushrooms, loaves of bread with butter, and even a small bit of meat, rabbit by the look of it, roasted in herbs. The work of cooking was an all day thing, it never stopped, but the burden was shared.
Before dinner, Verdelle had carried a pot of water out behind the cottage and instructed him to strip. There was a bath, of a sort, made from half of an old barrel, and she'd wanted to check and clean his wounds. It wasn't like he had anything left to hide
from this middle aged woman. She'd seemed satisfied with how he was healing and explained how to check the bandages going forward.
He'd eaten at the table with his hostess, and while they ate, Verdelle had laid out a crude map of Orignia and explained the situation as best she could.
"Everything North of the hedge here, and the Northern side of the lake, is Kobold territory, they'll attack you on sight. But they don't patrol regularly. There's no need any longer since," she grimaced, "there's no need any longer. The only ones that stand up
to them now are the town guard and the odd fool of a hedge knight dreaming of lost glory."
"I'm surprised they haven't conquered the floor completely." Kirito watched Verdelle, of course, the Kobold Lord and his minions were merely an obstacle to progression, they weren't really an active threat, and the stalemate between the Labyrinth and the
floor's people would persist indefinitely without player intervention.
"Why would they? They already have what they want. They burrow into the mines like pigs in manure. And we're more useful to them this way, growing food they can take by banditry." The healer shook her head, looking so weary. "You should be safe
following the easterly roads back to town. It's about a five league journey, just keep to the right at each fork."
Kazuto didn't know what a 'league' was, he guessed it probably amounted to a kilometer, but ranging all over Rere, he hadn't been able to see anything but the distant steeples of other village churches among the forests and fields.
Closing his eyes, he had a pretty good mental map of Orignia that seemed to match up relatively closely with what Verdelle had shown him. The floor was basically arranged like a shallow bowl, which sloped down towards the central lake, the edge ringed
by cliffs and low hills that masked the floor's edge along the Southern perimeter. The lip wasn't a uniform height, and sank down to the same elevation as the forests and pasture to the North, giving the illusion, from the far side, of a natural horizon.
He should have been able to orient himself easily at a glance. But he supposed so long as he had the landmarks of the Lake and the Distant Labyrinth, he could find his way well enough.
The sound of thin coughing drew him back from his thoughts, Verdelle had quickly risen and gone to check on Gervaise. She was a long time coming back to the table.
"A lot of your patients have that same cough." Kirito observed thoughtfully, it was the most common ailment among the young and the old. It was the most common thing that parents had asked her about. He realized Verdelle had stopped eating. She was
so still, he wondered if she'd glitched.
"It's an infection of the respiratory system." Verdelle explained clinically, "It prays particularly on the young and the frail, but it can also infect the healthy. Though they will tend to fight it off, it can linger with them. It has become a more common thing in
recent years."
"You said last winter was harsh." Kirito thought back, wondering what the change of the seasons was like in this artificial world.
"It was. But that is not the cause of the sickness." Verdell grimaced, "You can thank Ilfang for that."
"Huh?"
Verdelle paused in that way that was making Kazuto increasingly uneasy each time it happened, she stood and went to a shelf beside her door. It was covered in books that Kirito hadn't spared a glance, but now her fingers ran tenderly along the aged
leather spines with their indecipherable lettering.
"When I was a young girl, things were not as bad as this." Verdelle began, "Orignia was struggling, but there was a still a little trade, with the Dwarves of Foundation, and with Taurus and beyond. We had not yet heard the name Illfang. I was an apprentice
in the Town of Beginnings, I could have risen to be a great healer, the personal physician of a Lord even. Back in those days, there were medicines that could treat this sickness in a matter of days." She looked at him, and the light in her eyes took his
breath away. "Kirito, can you imagine that? Curing illness like magic?"
"I think I can." He managed to say carefully.
"So many miraculous cures and treatments that I was taught, if only I had the tools now." Verdelle shook her head angrily. "But then Ilfang and his kin came and took it all away from us." She opened a drawer of her chemist's chest and showed him a small
vial, it contained a few fragments of yellowish mineral. "If I had more of this . . . A dwarfish pharmacist I knew, now he lives in their outpost, to the west, he knows the secret to make it. But with the mines overrun . . ." She sank back into her chair. "Kirito,
have you ever known how to heal something, but been powerless to do it?"
The swordsman's face went slack, he didn't have an answer, and he wasn't sure Verdelle really wanted one. He wasn't even sure what Verdelle was anymore. Eventually, the moment faded and she went back to eating, but there was no enjoyment in it.
Even an NPC didn't chew so mechanically.
One of the villagers had come to the door, urgently needing the medicine woman, Kirito suspected why. She stopped long enough to point to the tea-pot beside the hearth. "Check on Gervaise, if she begins to cough again, give her that." And then she'd
stolen off into the night.
Kirito had sat alone beside the hearth for a time, studying Verdelle's crude ink drawn map. He'd checked on Gervaise, sitting with a book in her lap, mouthing the words slowly as she read by candle light, then he'd gone back to his own cot and stared at
the ceiling, trying to think only of the events of the day and their immediate barring on his plans, trying very hard not to think about anything but the short term future.
"Are you still awake, Mister?" A small shadow, backlit by the hearth.
"Shouldn't you be in bed?" The small body, draped in a wool nightgown, was still.
"Uhm . . . Uh . . ." She held her bear in front of her face. "I was wondering . . . could you tell me more about that 'Sea' thing?" Kirito sat up slowly, he looked at the eyes shining in the dark as they peaked over the head of her doll. Then he made room on
the cot, taking care to drape the blanket over her.
"You said it was salty."
"Very salty." Kirito agreed. "So salty it can never sate your thirst. On a clear day, you can smell the sea before you see it."
"And it's big? As big as the Cloud Sea."
"Maybe, I don't know how big the Cloud Sea really is. But the Sea near my home is part of an even vaster sea, the Ocean. There are fish in the ocean so big you wouldn't believe it. Some of them aren't even fish."
"Aren't fish?" Gervaise' features screwed up. Again, Kazuto wondered if he'd broken her. But it was just the confusion of a child, she shook her head. "What are they, then?"
"They're called whales, and actually, I think they're sorta related to cows." He scratched his cheek, not sure how that would sound to a little girl with no idea what 'evolution' was.
"That's a fib!" Gervaise accused him. "Cows don't like to go in water!"
"Well, they don't really look much like a cow." Kirito laughed, almost losing himself in the conversation. "Actually, they come in lots of shapes and sizes, the ones I saw once with my sister . . ." He fell silent, the room around him turning distant and
stretching away as he groped blindly for that other room, in that other house, in that other world, where he could stand up, and open his door, and know that Suguha was right down the hall.
"You have a sister?" Gervaise asked.
"Yeah." He answered without thinking.
"Is she pretty?"
"Really pretty." He murmured. "And smart and kind." He couldn't have asked for a better sibling.
"I have a big brother, you know." Gervaise said, Kirito looked down at her.
"Oh?"
"I don't remember him good though." Gervaise frowned, "Mama says he went away when I was really small, him and Papa. Sometimes though, I think I remember their faces."
"Lemme guess," Kirito closed his eyes, her brother probably looked like . . .
"You and him don't look anything alike." Gervaise nodded confidently.
"Huh?" Kirito blinked owlishly.
"He had brown hair, in a ponytail, and a beard. So did Papa, but his hair was kind of gray, and he was really wrinkly, lots more than Mama. His beard was . . . scratchy . . . I think they were real nice to me. Say, were you nice to your sister?"
"Was I . . . nice?" Kirito repeated. Not as nice as he should have been. "I think it's time for you to go back to bed. Or your mom will be angry with me."
Gervaise had been reluctant, but she was clearly sleepy, and small, and surprisingly light, she was easy to carry and tuck in, and when she started to cough faintly, he gave her the tea for good measure before going back to his room and trying to drift off.
Really though, he just wanted to forget everything and sleep.
Kazuto didn't know when exactly he drifted off, or even if he really did at all, it might have been a dreamless slumber, or he might have simply lain with his eyes closed, forbidding every thought. But eventually, gray light had begun to creep faintly back into
the room.
He'd risen, stiff, but not as stiff as the day before, nor feeling quite so weak.
Quietly, he'd put on his boots and re-tied the laces. The scabbard of his short sword went onto his back, and then surveying the room, almost an afterthought, he folded up the blankets neatly before quietly creeping into the great room.
That was when he heard the cough, thin, and weak, but it did not stop. Peering into Gervaise's room, he was met by the sight of Verdelle, tending to her daughter feverishly, and when nothing seemed to work, she sank to her knees and held the girl tight
as faint motes of red drifted from Gervaise' parted lips.
Quietly as he could, Kirito drifted to the door. He stopped and studied the vial that Verdelle had shown him the night before, the mineral sample, a crumbled yellow. Sulfur maybe. Sulfa drugs?
He pushed it out of his mind. Verdelle had asked a good question, but it was the wrong one. He didn't know how to help them. He didn't even know if he could help himself. But at least this way, it was all on him alone.