Maragas
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For the first decades, yes. But even then, your life as a human and a living mortal will be equivalent to your childhood.Unless you have reached Golconda, you still have your Beast to deal with, can you really be comfortable with an ever nagging hunger in the back of your mind? Or knowing that you could lose control and go into a Frenzy? We tend to not think about it because the roll is so low but even "Lighting a cigarette" is a Rötschreck Test (according to V20 corebook), it is only difficult 3 so the chance of success are high, but even if you succeed that just means you can "ignore" the beast telling you to flee and not that you don't feel it.
I guess you can if you have time to settle and get used to it, but the "you" that could get "used" to that. Now you could argue that the person that becomes "used" to it, isn't really the same as they were when they were turned... But then we get into phillosphy "is anyone ever the same person, they were 10 years ago?" Probably not, but the personality changes after adapting to being a Kindred are much more severe than how a humans personality would change in a decade (imo).
So nah, being a Kindred sucks. There is a reason it is called a curse. That being said I still stand by the fact that being a Mage is also not great, nor is being a Werewolf, Wraith, Changeling or Demon.
On my personal scale of best to worse fate: Werewolf > Mage > Vampire > Demon & Wraith
Haven't played Changeling enough to place it.
After a few centuries, it will be equivalent to being a baby. By that point, I would be honestly surprised if you even remember actual full details about your human life unless you deliberately kept track of it.
We see what happens at that point. Either you get put into the track to be a humanist and make peace with it, like Menele. Or inhuman and don't care.
And honestly, Werewolves have it worse.
Most of the time you are going on your business, get through the First Change, gain new senses, urges and most likely commit a mass slaughter, get dragged to the supernatural by other Werewolves and if you are fortunate they are the good ones and not of the Wyrm, told you will be fighting in a war you are losing and losing fast, there aren't enough soldiers, you only get a dozen or so replacements each year and you will most certainly die young.