[X] "Maybe." You shake your head. "I think I need a vacation. All the stuff that's been happening to me lately, I need to go somewhere, do something else for a bit to get started."
-[X] "Looking through the magazines made me want a vacation."
Rosewood, Pennsylvania- July 13, 19:43 EDT
Ethan shrugs. "Interesting. Any particular reason why?"
You pause and frown, considering."I guess confusion and stress, overall. It seems weird, going from will to greed like that."
"You act as if they are truly divided. What else could spur you on, keep you going? To separate will from context is to be dead." Ethan pauses and pulls out the dark smartphone, turning it on for the first time you have seen.
"Another lesson in magic?" You ask.
Ethan nods. "In a matter of speaking. Imagine a presence, existent without context. There is nothing to this presence but itself. Denied of information on the outside world it could either expect good things or bad ones from the unknown. As such, consciousness creates hope and fear. Skipping a number of related steps, does an active presence have will without hope or fear?"
You frown and consider. "With nothing outside of it? Focusing on one thing would be just as unimportant as focusing on a thousand things for a being without anything else around. I guess it probably would not."
Ethan nods approvingly. "Now add hope or fear. If the being believes harm is possible, action can be pursued in that mind indistinguishable from preparation for such hope or fear. Spending a thousand years trying to enact a hope or combat a fear becomes
different from spending a thousand years trying to imagine the sound F Sharp. It is argued by magicians I have met that will must exist in context. If you have no desires to resist, then resisting them is not will. Your soul
wants and as such your soul is defined by going with or against that want."
It makes sufficient sense for you to nod. "So, teacher, do you think a vacation would advance my progress or impede it?" Ethan shrugs again.
"I don't know you well enough to say. What I
do know is that you going on a vacation would tell me more about you and make you easier to train. Even if it is a deadly mistake for your development it would allow me to know what to avoid in the future."
"If this is a learning exercise anyway, what do you think I should do?"
Ethan taps his fingers happily against a tombstone. "I have a few ideas..."
Bar Harbor, Maine- July 14, 05: 12 EDT
It is weird taking a non-stolen car somewhere. You are exhausted and irritable, but this is apparently Ethan's idea of a vacation.
Ethan had given you a lightly annotated note about the town. The place is a tourist area noted for having some of the oldest
human archeological sites in the world. Occasional tourists, archeologists, and magicians toured the place enough to keep a sleepy town active. The largest employer in the town was the retirement home with all the young blood called to more promising places.
Once the fishing had been good here, but overfishing had depleted everything. It isn't even legal to fish here anymore, and the law says it wont be until 2038. Environmentalism can feel very real when Thanagarians give Congress a list of planets that went through ecological catastrophes to go along with the shared history books. Earth's jellyfish are not
quite as likely to storm the land in hunger as those of Antar, but the point still got through.
Ethan gave you a single book to study while you are here. You can come back when you have mastered the aura sight. You are tasked with figuring out who among the tourists have magic and who do not. The challenge is rather exciting.
You have just parked and are at the desk when you hear a laugh. "Of all the people!" You spin around and see Spencer from Star City waving at you.
"Great to see you," You say at least half sincerely.
"I wouldn't have thought they'd have found you anyone wanting to adopt up
here," Spencer grins at you. Oh right, that cover story the lawyer had made up had involved going to Star City to find someone to adopt a baby you were supposedly pregnant with. How Spencer had heard about this you couldn't imagine. "How far along are you?" You think fast.
"Not very. I was quite proactive. With my mother and all that I just couldn't..." Spencer waves it off.
"You've got nothing to feel guilty about! If Ashley and I could we'd adopt, but she's back in rehab so I'm visiting her grandfather up here." Ah, so that's why you thought she was named Ashley, it must have come up in conversation.
"I see," You nod. "Well, I need to sign in. I'm surprised they're open this early." Spencer laughs again.
"This is Lovecraft Country. You don't have a hotel out here that doesn't take in guests at all hours. If Red Torpedo hadn't cleared Bar Harbor out I wouldn't come within a hundred miles of this place unless Superman was on East North East patrol. Did you hear he just stopped a
tsunami the other day?" You are surprised you hadn't. "Like, with the Reeves Dam thing you can't be
that surprised but still..."
Bar Harbor, Maine- July 14, 12: 06 EDT
"...and so I said, Danny, Jo just can't keep doing this if you're going back to prison. She deserved
so much better than that from him even if..."
It would be
technically possible to extricate yourself from Spencer after having been up for well over 24 hours, but you are just worried enough that this is some kind of obscure trap that you do not want to let your guard down.
It seems she does not talk constantly
just when she is bored enough to pickup a short female hitchhiker when she was driving. You have been seated in this cafe for four hours watching people go by and occasionally commenting on Spencer's monologue.
You are so far of the opinion that most of the people here are probably wizards or really want people to think they are. The number of gruff people wearing trench coats and leather jackets that can move through the small diner amazes you, and the large barman and pretty tattooed waitress look no less peculiar. The level of snark you have overheard in this place is nothing short of disturbing.
"...and so I said, girl, that you have to stop dressing like a punk from the 90s. Anyway, you look tired."
You think.
"I really am. I had a long drive." You give her a soft smile. "Do you mind if I go to bed?"
"Not at all. See you tomorrow. I really should get back to Ashley's granddad." She gets up and leaves quickly. To your surprise you realize she left you to cover the check. You feel no reservations about tipping this time.
Bar Harbor, Maine- July 15, 02: 08 EDT
You awaken in the dead of night feeling more rested than you have in weeks.
Time to have a vacation.
[X] You want to start by investigating the local people. Someone here is probably just as suspicious as they look. It would help to figure out aura sight if you interacted more with the locals.
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[X] Who in particular do you check out?
[X] You decide to investigate the local archeology sites. You are training to be a wizard, so you should learn more about this kind of history.
[X] You feel somewhat lonely now, and decide it would be best to go and see if Spencer is awake at this time of night.
-[X] You suspect she will still be awake, probably at the retirement home.
-[X] She's probably somewhere in this hotel.